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Finally, today I get my dream. I can get what I want to do and what I am hoping on. Tomorrow I will start my first day on new company! Today, I was accompanying Ucu to go to Pulo Gadung. I go with her because she wants to come her Martha Tillar book invitation. And it was held on their factory at Pulo Gadung. I follow Ucu whose get on with Amin, her new (old) driver. We arrived at 9 o'clock, and Ucu wants me to come in to the place. After that, my phone was ring and I should go on my seventh interview. Amin get me to the place, and we look and search at Rukan behind Pulo gadung Trade Center (PTC). When I look for the place, mas Bambang, whose my interviewer shout to me. And I get to the place. I start my presentation to him, and talk with any kind of topics. When I finish my presentation, mas Bambang wants me to get work tomorrow. I am really HAPPY! Because my fight and my hope get on through! After we have discussed for bargaining my salary, mas Bambang said that I can start my w...

I have passed my sixth interview today. I hope there will be a hope with my fight now. Wish me luck everyone! Good......... Quote: In many fight, there will be a winner. And I fight to be a winner.

I failed today! I can not do my morning jog because I didn't hear the alarm tone from mya hand phone. I was shocked when I see my phone and time was move at around 9 o'clock. I FAILED! Heheheh. After I wash my face and clean my morning face, I turned on my laptop and connect to internet. Today, I do my life with same things. I try to find many chances to get work. But, at 12 my mom wants me to get her to Bintaro Plaza. She wants to meet tante Diah, tante Widha's friend, to buy health supplements. My mom was tryin that supplements to get healthy. And we meet her at Dunkin Doughnuts. After my mom pay for it, we come home. Actually, we want to go to Carrefour. But, my mom said that the date is nanggung , because a couple days to go is 20. And she can shopping for the next term of her credit card payment. Then, we go home. At home, I just do my common activities. Same eith yesterday, I just sit in front of my laptop and try to find chances and hopes. Now, my home is get renova...

This is not the end of the world. I just try to be a better man. I hope there will be miracles that make me more and more mature. When I see myself now, I can see a different part of myself. Otherwise, maybe now I am on my death way. I want to get back up from this fall down. I want to be myself, and I want do anything that make me actualized. A few days ago and today I can not make myself get used in positive ways. But, I always pray for the good things when I start my new day. There are many peoples who pray for the best of me. So, I should proud to them and make myself get up from this conditions. Now, I want get one thing. What? I want get my positive spirit back. I want face this life in a good way and agood spirit. I don't want to be pathetic! I want get more good! I want to be a nice man! I want SHOUT! God, please give strong passion on this condition! I want to be STRONG! Quote: Strong in facing your life, and you will get what is the strong means.

But sometimes in your life, when you get fall down. You feel like didn't have strength to back up. Do you think you have hope, cause I tell you, I'm down here, face down. And I have no arms no legs, it should be impossible for me to get back up. But, it's no, you see, I would try 100 times to get back up. Any five found in hundred times. If I failed, and I give up, do you think I will gonna get up? No, but if I fail, I will try again, and again, and again , but I just want you to know, it's not the end . It's that how you to get finish, ARE YOU GONNA FINISH STRONG? You will find that strength to get BACK UP! Watch this... This video was published by Ivan Hadi Wibowo when Kopi Darat Creative Circle Indonesian show. I love this video, and I want share what I am feeling now. What Nic Bujicic said about fall down and get back up, and I was inspired and want to do more, more and more. Depend on what I want to do and what I want to get. Espescially, on this "seeking...

I wake up in the morning, and start jogging with my sisters today. When I ready to go, I've been little bit mad because uni does not wake up. I should try hard to get uni's wake up. After that, Dhilla said that she wants join the jogging. Then, three of us start jogging in early morning. We got some conversation when we walk. And share about anything story with my oldest and little sisters. During the walk, uni stop in every 5 minutes to get her stomach and thigh powdered. Because of her pregnancy, when she walks, she feels her stomach itch and should be powdered. After that, we get breakfast near from Indomaret. We eat pour rice. How come? We get some exercise and the we eat? Hahahhaha. How can we get thin? Uni wants to see TPS and we walk to there. When we arrived, TPS already full of people who wants vote the election process. Because of we didn't bring the registered form, we can not vote on that time. After seeing the election, we go home. And starting our lazy time. ...

I was try to do new thing on my life today. I try to wake up early in the morning, I do Subuh prayer, and I get a morning jogging today. It's so hard to make our body received the morning spirit, but I should keep and try to wake up early. After doing subuh prayer, I set my clothes and wear shoes, and go outside with my mom. I miss this moment because I've never been do this activity almost 4 years. During my study at college, I never go out for morning jogging. After I wear my shoes, I start walk with my mom in my neighbourhood. On the first time, I don't want run because my body would be sick if I force to do running. Then, I walked and get some conversation with my mom. Actually my mom want to get morning excercise in front of Indomaret with her friends which united on Senam Tera Sasana Bukit Nusa Indah. It's excercise group on my neighbourhood. And my mom has been joint with the group since a long time a go. After my mom join with her group, I continued walk myse...

I don't want to write tonight. Because I've no idea now. Sorry... Quote : Menyerang adalah pertahanan terburuk.

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Finding True Get spirit of and Fall down with Happiness Thanks everyone I'm happy now...